this is the life of a teenage drama queen.

it is finally here. spring break is what has been getting me through the last 3 months of pointless exercise at school. im so excited to have a week off, i know it doesnt seem like much but i really needed it. school isnt hard or anything, its just basically a whole lot of busy work. oh the joys of being a senior. lol. tech has my name written all over it and i cant wait for it to be august so i can go off and do my own thing. im pumped to be on my own, somewhat at least. and seeing as i am on break maybe i will get to all the unviewed deviations that i have. im up to 3071 right now, and the number grows everyday. yikes. im happy with life right now, which is pretty freaking awesome. last weekend i went to the shooting range with some friends and had a blast. it was awesome. i shot a 380, a 40, a 9, a Mac 90 and a M14. it was pretty much an amazing thing. i had so much fun and cant wait to do it again. can you tell im from texas? lol. oh how i love fire arms. and on friday i went to my friend lesleys wedding. she looked gorgeous. you could tell that her and chris are so in love. when he saw her walk down the isle i dont think he could have loved her anymore. a total "aww" moment. i dont have too much planned over spring break. just a trip or two to galveston, clubbing on thursday and just hanging out and catching up with everyone who is back from college. im really excited because i havent seen most of them since january. so yay for friends. well thats pretty much all i have going on right now. i cant wait to just fly by the seat of my pants all week. i love being spontaneous. oh, and i finally gave into the myspace craze. add me. i'd love to be friends. [link]


<sub>Girl Next Door

Small town homecoming queen
Shes the star in this scene
Theres no way to deny shes lovley
Perfect skin perfect hair
Perfumed hearts everywhere
Tell myself that inside shes ugly
Maybe I'm just jealous
I can't help but hate her
Secretly I wonder if my boyfriend wants to date her

She is the prom queen I'm in the marching band
She is a cheerleader I'm sittin in the stands
She gets the top bunk I'm sleepin on the floor
Shes Miss America and I'm just the girl next door

Senior class president
She must be heaven sent
She was never the last one standing
A backseat debutaunt
Everything that you want
Never to harsh or too demanding
Maybe I'll admit it
I'm a little bitter
Everybody loves her but I just wanna hit her

She is the prom queen I'm in the marching band
She is a cheerleader I'm sittin in the stands
She gets the top bunk I'm sleepin on the floor
Shes Miss America and I'm just the girl next door
Oh an I'm just the girl next door

I don't know why I'm feelin sorry for myself
I spend all my time wishin that I was someone else

She is the prom queen I'm in the marching band
She is a cheerleader I'm sittin in the stands
I get A little bit she gets a little more
Shes Miss America and... she's Miss America
I'm just the girl next door...</sub>




the boys
subscriber: =cloude
boyfriend: =untrendy
shameless flirt: ~skatewabbit
hardcore: ~themindstorm
aggie: =semperfiballa
PS giver: *scouros
college boy: ~thewill
music man: ~UGuessedIt
darkone: ~wilcoxoj
nerd: `foureyes
watcher: =DoctorSeuss
underdog: =lukeroberts
computer illiterate: *signalbox
super-cool wiseman nice guy =terrorfirma

the girls
pregnant lady: =kittynn
seks goddess: `snowmask
youngin: ~eswanson
asian lady: *arumdamour
cutie: ~WhiteRocketdog
free spirit: *asymons
hurricane sally: ~mewaytoblay
red head: ~possession
fashionista: ~sarahsheepbaton
miz: *sportygirl4114
bearkat: ~mintylikethegum
storyteller: ~blue-rhapsody

It's not the steps, it's what's inside that counts."
"Thinking the movement, is not becoming the movement."
-- The Company

No paybacks.
No shame.
No looking back.